Irritability...Leave me alone!

We had a thunder storm on Friday morning that apparently blew sparks out of the wall in a unit beside us (the one that has our wireless internet connection) and fried the modem. So we have been without internet until now. It has been kind of nice, except that we missed all the whoop-de-doo about Judgement Day and the goings on of the disappointed. I feel bad for them. How would I feel if everything I believed to be true were false? Ouch...

We have also been without a phone. We used 1000 minutes in 3 weeks-ish and could use no more. So I was really feeling a little disconnected. But my phone is renewed (how fast can I go through them again...) and the internet is back up.

I have also been just a little irritable. I have been on a five day detox fast... We have meals here twice a day. 7:45 and 2. At these times I have been enjoying a green juice (consisting of various weeds(dandelion, red clover, alfalfa and wheat grass), lemon, garlic, ginger, apple, cabbage... Really whatever we have to throw in it. I fortunately have not been having to make it for myself. There is a wonderful woman here who is doing it all. Otherwise I would be eating my little heart out! The juice is pretty good. We (there is a group of us) also have a seed mixture to eat with a 'pesto'. Flax, sunflower, wheat germ and bran. The pesto is made from cilantro and has some other things in it. We mix those two things together and this is what I have been eating for the last 5 days... Rob was talking to a friend last night and telling him it's impossible to live with me. I am very irritable. Although he was kidding a little bit. But I am getting rid of toxins! Every meal has been a struggle. I have wanted to eat but I keep thinking, I have gone this far and the way I feel is the bad stuff coming out. So I have kept on. The next two days are going to be raw foods, example tomorrow morning we can have as much fruit as we want and she is making raw granola. I cannot wait to eat fruit! Hopefully my irritability will decrease! :)

I forget if there was anything else I was going to post. My mind is little preoccupied thinking about wonderful foods! Don't worry... I have been eating and am not starving. Really I am very full. Even after 10 hours! There is lots of fiber in this detox! But a variety of food would be splendid! 10 meals of the same thing gets very old!

I hope all is well with you who are reading this. Take one day at a time and remember that God loves you and that you are so special to Him.